msuk arini da 3 ari not stop ak hang out..
kalo ak hang out juz sedut angin 2 xpe gak..
ni x..berabih jgak lar duit ak..
abes tbung aym kt umh ak 2, ak kopak..
hehe..nih sume gara2 kbsann yg mlmpau yg
ak hdpi since ari jmaat last 2 wks..hehe..

ari kamis aritu..ak hang out ngn adk sdra ak kt midvalley..
ktorg hang out dr pg smpi ptg..
g tgk wyg la..shopping bagai..
pergh..abes gak lar duit ak..
tp xpe..atleast de gak yg ak bli..
xdela rse cm xb'baloi ak hang out lme2 kn..

then, ari jmaat lak ar hang out kt berjaya times square
ngn mbe rpt ak since kcik until now..
lg xblh blah cz ktorg hang out dr ptg smpi la mlm dlm kul 10 lbh..
pergh..mmg abes 1 t.s. 2 ktorg round..
xbli pape pn..juz cuci mata jew..
actly, ak ksian tgk mbe ak 2..
ktorg nk g tgk wyg..tp cte yg ktorg nk tgk 2 stat nye kul 8lbh..
da la cte 2 around 3hours..so..4sure la abes dlm kul 11lbh..
lol..xkn la ktorg still b'keras nk tgk gak..
len r kalo ktorg drive, leh gak cntinued ngn plan ktorg 2..
tp ktorg nih blk nek bus..
x ke gler nme nye kalo ktorg still nk tgk cte 2..
so..xde cre len..ktorg juz leh jln2 je la dlm t.s.2..

then, arini pn ak hang out gak..pn dr ptg smpi mlm..
xplan pn actly nk g hang out arini..hehe
ni pn dsbbkn..dua2 kbsann yg amt sgt..
hehe..ble slh sorg stat jew ckp nk g tgk wyg..
pe lg..mlompat la yg lg sorg..
then..dlm ujan 2 gak ktorg menapak dr umh g ktm..
pergh..mmg glr r msg2..kalo bab last minute planning..
mmg tip top r..hehe..
lg skli ak ksian tgk mbe ak nih..da la smlm xdpt tgk cte 2..
alik2..dgn hrpn m'gunung yg dy bwk smpi ke midvalley td pn..
hancur musnah dek tket wyg cte yg mmg dy nk tgk 2 da sold out..
ksian glr kt dy..hmm..xpela..xde rzki kowt..

hmm..tp xpela..atleast both of us dpt la
releasekn kbsann thp gaban each others kn..
hehe..kalo nk dkire2..dlm 3 ari je..
duit ak yg ak da kopak kn dr tbung aym ak 2..
da abes dlm 2ratus gak la..
pergh..glr xglr nye ak nih..
2la..ak nih mmg mcm 2..
skli xkuar..mmg la saving..
ble da kuar..mmg la abes duit ak..
hehe..so..len x, b'igt la ea cik lina oi..;p

Org ckp.."kalo kte syg org 2, kte lpskn dy..dan kalo dy kmbli,
bmkne dy mmg jdh kte, tp kalo dy x kmbli, mksdnye dy mmg bkn jdh kte".
Tp mslhnye, blh ke kte lpskn org yg kte syg 2??
Sggp ke kte lpskn org yg kte syg 2 kpd org len??
kdg2.ak rse cm btol jew pe yg org ckp 2..kdg2 ak rse cm xjew..
ntah la..biar jew la..mybe org yg ckp 2 prnh m'alami situasi 2 kowt..
tp bg ak..kalo kte tgk org yg kte syg 2 eppy ngn pe yg dy wt skrg..
2 pn da memadai bg ak..atleast ak ta yg dy eppy wif life dy..
so..better ak teros kn idop ak ngn eppy n kalo leh jgn de pe2
hasad dengki or iri hati ngn life yg org kte syg 2 plh..

smetimes jelez gak tgk kapel2 len..t'ign gak nk eppy cm dorg..
tp nk wt cmne..ak nih juz ske tgk jew..
nk m'alaminye agk krg mampu sket..
cz ak nih mmg sng nk rpat ngn org..bak kate kwn2 ak..
ak nih sempoi, frenly n senang nk msuk ngn kpla dorg..
tp hakikat nye..ak nih bkn jenis yg senang nk dkt ngn org..
cz ak de 1 symptom dmne ak ni cm sombong sket kalo ngn org yg ak xknl..
tp ble da mle knl..ak akn treat org 2 mcm ak treat mbe2 ak yg ak rpt..
tp kalo blh xmau la de spesel relationship..
cz bg ak..kalo kte da kwn..n then tbe2 de mkne len dlm relationship 2..
ak cm ssh sket nk kommited cz ak da anggp dy kwn..

hmm..cm memilih jew ak ni kn..??
tp mmg patut kowt..juz ak xleh la nk overdemanding sgt..
cz ak sedar ak nih xdela cantik and bijak mne..
juz level yg biase2 jew..
ye lar..kot2 nti org tkot nk rpt ngn ak..
n mybe b'coz of dat yg m'nyebabkn ak jd smeone yg agk complicated sket..

hmm..it's ok lina..people may change from time 2 time..day 2 day..
n 1 fine day..ko akn meet org yg btol2 wt ko fall in luv..
n not even dat..dy jage akn bimbing ko dr sgla aspek..
InsyaAllah..

lieza, farahin, le'ah, mimi (dak mtric)..
kak ina, mira, azza, madi, aisyah, iqah (dak giat)..
shaf, pae, kak pah, dekya, fana (dak smkdp)..
huhu..ak rindu sgt2 ngn korg...
ntah bile la nk jmp korg..
da lme sgt xjmp korg..
huhuhuhu..=(

npe la ngn ak nih..??
sometymes ak rse cm nk nangis..
sometymes ak rse cm nk marah..
n mcm2 lg yg ak rse..
tp npe ak ssh nk luahkn pe yg ak rse..
huhu..

ak de rse marah n geram ngn sorg nih..
tp npe ssh sgt nk luahkn..
cz everything yg dy ckp..lgsg xleh pkai..
mcm ape ntah..huh..tipu kuat sungguh..=p

ak pn de rse sedih..cz ak rse cm ilang sorg kwn..
dlu dy rapat ngn ak..
ntah npe, ktorg da xrapat cm dlu..
sbb ak kew?? nk jgk tau pe reasons nye..
mybe ak xpasan yg ak de wt slp kt dy..
seyes ak ckp..ak syg kn frenship ktorg 2..
bg ak..dy antara besfren ak yg leh wt
ak solve mslh ngn eppy nye..
without any stress..tp npe ktorg cm jauh da skrg..
mcm xprnh knl each other..
sedih sgt..tp nk cmne..mgkin slh ak cz xmnjga ati dy..
or de wt slh kt dy..=(

hmm..tuk kwn ak 2..
ak nk minx maaf dr ujung rmbut smpi ujung kaki..
mybe ak de wt byk slh n slp kt ko..tnpa ak sedari..
hope ko sdui maafkn ak...=(